hmmmm. i wonder if I'll keep this going. I kinda like talking to no one pubicly right now. it's a vibe lol. i go through waves of liking things, which is another reason why I know music is for me. I still love it, likes it's my baby and I'm proud to love it and being stuck with it life long isn't a scary thing. ya know? im sure ppl with kids get it. maybe? i wouldn't know… anyway. guess what I didnt get to today lololl. press release. but thats ok! cuz im off work at 2 tmrw and I can mos def finish it tmrw afternoon. I got so sidetracked updating everything, worth it tho, needed to be done. I love my view from my balcony. my work station and my lil at home studio just faces out my balcony and I can see random tall buildings kinda far but not that far away. sometimes i wonder if any of them have binoculars, cuz it's definetly an easy scope, i have my light on, u can see right in here. but ive come so far with my confidence in music that i have practices solo in my living room. going hard as a mofo, knowing that potential someone could be watching or worse, recording lolol. but meh. leak it when we famous, it'll be funny lololol. just cut the parts if u catch me pickin my face or something i beg. what am i sayin…like the person is gonna read this. anyway i had a really good day. I haven't had one of these days in a really long time where i could just focus on all my cool things. like updating spotify for artists, and songkick, that tells ppl on streaming platforms when my next shows are, updating my whole website! i figured out how to add downloadable links for hi-res pics!! thats a huge level up for me. i cant wait to tackle the press relerase tmrw. then tuesday afternoon i can practice my beat making!!! I gotta get decent at this by mid april for reasons….and i gotta carve out time to learn! also get to sit down with catfish soon and actually do the cover arts for album and next single!! aaahhh and maybe even 3rd single. see how time goes. also i keep trying diff things for my scalp treatments after i do my apple cidar vinegar rinse, (its like a 3-4x a year thing). so far for the last few years i havent found anything that soothed and fit with my hair. i shall keep trying. right now its teatree oil sumn sumn. it has tea in it, and thats my name, so it should work. right? ya ya. tea logic.
also if ur a crypto geek, i got sumn comin for u too. I've actually done virtual shows where i get paid in bitcoin, cuz..why not…lets see what happens ya kno. and catfish made these dope gifs. bet i could make some coin sellin them on the block chain. did i say that right? im learning. anyway stay tuned. yay work tmrw morning….i love my job cuz i can work from anywhere and make my own hours and everyone is really nice, but i'm sure even they know, it won't last forever. and i kinda feel like it's coming close. cuz im like, really fckn busy and i dont even have back to back shows. still sayin yes to (most) collabs tho!!!
as i uploaded the pic i reminded myself i also need to get ON my merch. whoops. also shout out begonia for this merch idea.