fringe is over! bittersweet. i had so much fun. met so many amazing ppl. did my theatre debut at the edmonton fringe of all fringes! we had a good crowd every night. i think the lowest would be about 100, most being almost sold out at 300 at the westbury theatre. i ate flipside every time i had money to buy food. that food truck is unreal. also clutch having a dish with rice. for the volunteers and performers there all week and just eat on the grounds every day. THANK YOU. for havin healthy meals that taste…

ya. like on this little few weeks off of real food, and i realize how much i take it for granted. i guess i kinda asked for this in a way. i've been craving to want to learn more about. my body and food and that relationship. wanting to be more curious about the digestive system. like does that make sense? ive been curious but not like enough to actually find out. so i really want to WANT to do this. ya know? and now i have been forced to lol. omg let me tell u a storrryyy. ok so about 12 days ago i got a…

another blog explaining all the shit i gotta do lol. but like, i dunno how to explain it, but i feel like i'm winning the fight of a cold battle. like i'm exhausted, throat feels weird but not swollen. i was just at docs yesterday. for other shit but still. full physical. i feel well enough to push through. like i feel like by tmrw morning i will be fine. 24 hour cold maybe? or just exhaustion from the very condensed 10 or so days i had leading up to and including sled. i'm happy that team gets a week off…

ok so umm. feb 1 2025 i made a blog post titled, i am not pat clifton. because this guy WORKS. as much as i might think i work, this guy works. and its hella fckn admirable. and last wknd we got to share a stage and i am geeeeeeked. the song goes so hard. i cant wait for his album to drop to show everyone how dope hip hop is here in the city. he's also already got accolades off another group project he's been rockin wit for a min. can i remember the name rn? no. could i look it up and make this post look…

pic by @indahbynatalie

bruh how the fuck is it the 5th month and say word i haven't added a blog entry yet this year. i'm so unserious lol.  i find it interesting that when i'm working i still like random tv in the background. but it used to be old school shows ive seen but now it's shows i haven't seen before and then i be distracted af when its a good show like bad sisters cuz its mom and all her aunties and thats all i can say on that…and INVINCIBLE. im obsessed with invincible. i dont wanna finish the…

OMFG I held out for a perfect job. and I'm the fckn new yyc producer for sofar sounds!!  

i'm dreading this 2025 recap cuz i've done a lot. yay thats a good thing. but to put it all into one thing. def not doing the pic/vid recap again, i'm thinking in writing form would be easiest. we'll see if i make it. 

today i gotta get a few admin things done then i'm heading to xmas getaway…my parents house while they are out of town for the holidays haha. i build a gingerbread house and watch sound of music every year…

well, just got home, and i COULD be working, but instead i rolled a spliff and am watching netflix. fuck netflix and chill its flix and a smoke lolol. nights like this i like to watch mostly dumb shows, currently it's grace and frankie lol. im obsessed wit older ppl. i will say tho, im happy that: a. this is my 2nd blog post in a week. owwww. and b. this is my first spliff since i left at like 1pm today. currently 9:40pm. ya for u that may be like wateva, but for me thats about 5 spliffs i wouldve smoked at…

well. thanks to k the chosen, because he posted about his blog today and tagged me and it reminded me, oh shit ya i gotta blog too. and in true form, i was good on this for a minute and then it fell off again lol. and also in true form, I have shit to do, but i'm here with my thoughts sending it out to the world again. anyway. im so effin happy 2024 is done. even tho everything is usually just another day to me, for some reason, just the simple fact i dont have to write 2024 anymore, i dunno, it lifted some…

duolingo has been my latest phone game obsession so bare with me. I want to do liner notes for my album but carving out time to actually sit and do it, when the memories just flow so randomly and i want to be writing stuff down constantly instead of one sitting. but alas. here we are. for now im chillin at alcove waiting on bkay so we can do some admin shit. 

OMG I'M FUCKING OPENING FOR CADENCE WEAPON AND SUPER DUTY TOUGH WORK!!!! this is wild. I met Cadence Weapon at Junos in treaty 6 last year, HE KNEW WHO…

yep, that's prob the best way to put it lol. I'm uber excited, but also, it's a lot. And I can't even say anything about half of it. but i'm beyond thankful. it's a weird space to be in. But overall, super happy and grateful. I remember when all i wanted was to walk on 17th ave and see my name on a flyer, then i had a (very sexy) girl come up to me and tell me that she saw my name on a flyer in the bathroom at a bar and thats why she came to the show. WILD. that moment sticks with me, cuz how dope is…

this memory is stuck on my brain today so figured id just write it out. maybe its because i was on the but for the first time in forever, so it just brought me back to some foul memories in my life lol. anyway here we go. 

so on my 5 year anniversary, i found out that my ex's friends had no clue that we were together lol. ya. 5 years. his friends thought that I just brought him to the country for paperwork and i caught feelings or something and I just get upset for no reason. i was in shock. we had gone to…

So I tried to play a new card game today, its called magic i think and it looks super cool. but i couldnt let myself actually just have fun and learn because i couldnt stop thinking about all the things i have to get done for this release. and before the secret thing happens. even having a show next week im happy for, it'll help me pay for the video. also i might be joining big bro on a lil tour support ting the first week of may. which just basically means im losing a week of prep. take aim needs the press…

how am i supposed to keep this video to myself. its the first cut from @marycloseup and im obsessed. i can't blv its her first music video. but also i can because she does commercial type video, but her insta is creative AF. so i mean..the its there girl, i was not even that surprised. UR FKN TALENTED. anyway ok so im happy i got to touch this blog again. i woke up with some mad cramps. i dont think i've had cramps like these for maybe over a year, maybe 2! thankfully i numbed it with like everything. cbd…

hmmmm. i wonder if I'll keep this going. I kinda like talking to no one pubicly right now. it's a vibe lol. i go through waves of liking things, which is another reason why I know music is for me. I still love it, likes it's my baby and I'm proud to love it and being stuck with it life long isn't a scary thing. ya know? im sure ppl with kids get it. maybe? i wouldn't know… anyway. guess what I didnt get to today lololl. press release. but thats ok! cuz im off work at 2 tmrw and I can mos def finish it tmrw…