fringe is over! bittersweet. i had so much fun. met so many amazing ppl. did my theatre debut at the edmonton fringe of all fringes! we had a good crowd every night. i think the lowest would be about 100, most being almost sold out at 300 at the westbury theatre. i ate flipside every time i had money to buy food. that food truck is unreal. also clutch having a dish with rice. for the volunteers and performers there all week and just eat on the grounds every day. THANK YOU. for havin healthy meals that taste…

ya. like on this little few weeks off of real food, and i realize how much i take it for granted. i guess i kinda asked for this in a way. i've been craving to want to learn more about. my body and food and that relationship. wanting to be more curious about the digestive system. like does that make sense? ive been curious but not like enough to actually find out. so i really want to WANT to do this. ya know? and now i have been forced to lol. omg let me tell u a storrryyy. ok so about 12 days ago i got a…

another blog explaining all the shit i gotta do lol. but like, i dunno how to explain it, but i feel like i'm winning the fight of a cold battle. like i'm exhausted, throat feels weird but not swollen. i was just at docs yesterday. for other shit but still. full physical. i feel well enough to push through. like i feel like by tmrw morning i will be fine. 24 hour cold maybe? or just exhaustion from the very condensed 10 or so days i had leading up to and including sled. i'm happy that team gets a week off…

ok so umm. feb 1 2025 i made a blog post titled, i am not pat clifton. because this guy WORKS. as much as i might think i work, this guy works. and its hella fckn admirable. and last wknd we got to share a stage and i am geeeeeeked. the song goes so hard. i cant wait for his album to drop to show everyone how dope hip hop is here in the city. he's also already got accolades off another group project he's been rockin wit for a min. can i remember the name rn? no. could i look it up and make this post look…

pic by @indahbynatalie

bruh how the fuck is it the 5th month and say word i haven't added a blog entry yet this year. i'm so unserious lol.  i find it interesting that when i'm working i still like random tv in the background. but it used to be old school shows ive seen but now it's shows i haven't seen before and then i be distracted af when its a good show like bad sisters cuz its mom and all her aunties and thats all i can say on that…and INVINCIBLE. im obsessed with invincible. i dont wanna finish the…

OMFG I held out for a perfect job. and I'm the fckn new yyc producer for sofar sounds!!  

i'm dreading this 2025 recap cuz i've done a lot. yay thats a good thing. but to put it all into one thing. def not doing the pic/vid recap again, i'm thinking in writing form would be easiest. we'll see if i make it. 

today i gotta get a few admin things done then i'm heading to xmas getaway…my parents house while they are out of town for the holidays haha. i build a gingerbread house and watch sound of music every year…

 I got to help plan a couple festivals, SoundOff Summit in Lethbridge and Calgary. 

curated my first show in calgary. I suppose i curated a little set in Fernie for Pride, I got to bring a few of my fave performers with me. But this show in calgary for soundoff summit was my first taste at producing and curating a show. It was for dinner with all the delegates and board members of Music Calgary and I knew I wanted it to be very me, and very entertaining. I got together a dream team and we KILLED it. mad…

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i was on the big screen this year lolol. i went to chinook theatre for a solo movie the other day and realized, holy shit, last time i walked here i was fancy on a red carpet and being celebrated. hopped out of a town car to paparazzi. WILD. so there's another first. I was on the big screen at chinook fckn mall!!! for CIFF. as part of shades by humainologie. fckn wild. 

I remember one! 

first time i saw the northern lights so intensely. laying on my back on. FROZEN LAKE in YELLOWKNIFE. and we performed in a fricking ICE CASTLE. ok that was a big one. 

Also i performed in frickin TOKYO. okok ill be back with more i forgot im sure. those are big ones lmao. 

it's been a MINUTE. i'm up early because I thought i had an interview at 815am but its actually pm LOL. but i'm hosting a jam session with kinde at 1130am anyway (pretty sure) and I've been itching to write in here for a min. what to say. I mean. I feel like I haven't been celebrating or even writing down my accomplishments. this year was a lot. i've grown. but also just really trying to close chapters in my life with my ex. it's been DRAGGGGING. and watching him straight up lie in a lawyers office was…

well, just got home, and i COULD be working, but instead i rolled a spliff and am watching netflix. fuck netflix and chill its flix and a smoke lolol. nights like this i like to watch mostly dumb shows, currently it's grace and frankie lol. im obsessed wit older ppl. i will say tho, im happy that: a. this is my 2nd blog post in a week. owwww. and b. this is my first spliff since i left at like 1pm today. currently 9:40pm. ya for u that may be like wateva, but for me thats about 5 spliffs i wouldve smoked at…

well. thanks to k the chosen, because he posted about his blog today and tagged me and it reminded me, oh shit ya i gotta blog too. and in true form, i was good on this for a minute and then it fell off again lol. and also in true form, I have shit to do, but i'm here with my thoughts sending it out to the world again. anyway. im so effin happy 2024 is done. even tho everything is usually just another day to me, for some reason, just the simple fact i dont have to write 2024 anymore, i dunno, it lifted some…

duolingo has been my latest phone game obsession so bare with me. I want to do liner notes for my album but carving out time to actually sit and do it, when the memories just flow so randomly and i want to be writing stuff down constantly instead of one sitting. but alas. here we are. for now im chillin at alcove waiting on bkay so we can do some admin shit. 

OMG I'M FUCKING OPENING FOR CADENCE WEAPON AND SUPER DUTY TOUGH WORK!!!! this is wild. I met Cadence Weapon at Junos in treaty 6 last year, HE KNEW WHO…

yep, that's prob the best way to put it lol. I'm uber excited, but also, it's a lot. And I can't even say anything about half of it. but i'm beyond thankful. it's a weird space to be in. But overall, super happy and grateful. I remember when all i wanted was to walk on 17th ave and see my name on a flyer, then i had a (very sexy) girl come up to me and tell me that she saw my name on a flyer in the bathroom at a bar and thats why she came to the show. WILD. that moment sticks with me, cuz how dope is…

this memory is stuck on my brain today so figured id just write it out. maybe its because i was on the but for the first time in forever, so it just brought me back to some foul memories in my life lol. anyway here we go. 

so on my 5 year anniversary, i found out that my ex's friends had no clue that we were together lol. ya. 5 years. his friends thought that I just brought him to the country for paperwork and i caught feelings or something and I just get upset for no reason. i was in shock. we had gone to…

So I tried to play a new card game today, its called magic i think and it looks super cool. but i couldnt let myself actually just have fun and learn because i couldnt stop thinking about all the things i have to get done for this release. and before the secret thing happens. even having a show next week im happy for, it'll help me pay for the video. also i might be joining big bro on a lil tour support ting the first week of may. which just basically means im losing a week of prep. take aim needs the press…

hmmmm. i wonder if I'll keep this going. I kinda like talking to no one pubicly right now. it's a vibe lol. i go through waves of liking things, which is another reason why I know music is for me. I still love it, likes it's my baby and I'm proud to love it and being stuck with it life long isn't a scary thing. ya know? im sure ppl with kids get it. maybe? i wouldn't know… anyway. guess what I didnt get to today lololl. press release. but thats ok! cuz im off work at 2 tmrw and I can mos def finish it tmrw…

right. ok so instead of working on this press release, cuz honestly its the funnest part of this whole shit, but because of that, i save it till last. i do the harder shit first. blame pops. anyway. i wanted to check in and show yall that its now after 3pm and i think i wrote the first blog like early this morning. and ive been updating everything else since then lmao. im just gonna roll up, go outside and smoke, and come back ready to start my faves. but its great, that my bandcamp is updated, the website…

if you immediately heard n'sync, shoot me a dm cuz we old in this bish. 

I'm so excited for the work I have ahead of me. It's all towards my baby (the album). i can't wait for yall to hear it!! I don't know if it will change anything but I know it's for a purpose that its coming out now, after so long. This album has been 4 years in the making! unknowingly too, i mean we started out to make a 3 or 4 song EP, and junez just said, hey lets just vibe out and record over the next while and see where we land…

dafuq does album mode mean anyway lol. if i could take time off of my 9-5 and just focus on my album for 2 weeks, that would be blesssssss. but i took a week off a couple months ago to do just that, and…well it didn't happen. i decided to listen to my body and take a break instead. twas much needed but dammmmnnn. working 40 hours a week and trying work on an album virtually is no small feat. im here for it though. very thankful and grateful to be able to finally release this work of art!  it was only…

omgeeee so im workin my regular 9-5. as emails come in i'm adding to my to do list on my white board for later. and then..i see an email. for some reason, this email came in at like 9am but it didnt pop up on my phone until like 1130am. It was New Skool Rules asking if i'm still interested in performing in the netherlands. WTF. so i immediately respond YES. in formal words lol. and do a quick google search of flights. 3k+. i close it right away because i kno how prices go up the more u search. this is a…

ouuuu i'm so excited for this year. this is the first year i kinda have everything planned until about november. except for shows that keep showing up in my inbox and dm's yaaay. i stopped for a moment to think like what do i do if this shit actually starts to plateau….but then remembered how powerful my manifestation powers be right now lol. so lemme just not…im even careful about what lyrics im listening too lately. mad full of myself right now.  i came back from UK so much lighter. but heavier at the…

I wrote “juno” on my wall on Jan. 01 2023. part of my vision board for the year. i also wrote exclaim and got added to their playlist a month ago. trying my best to stay present in the moment but my mind stays in the future where i wanna be so its hard. im in the middle of #myroadtojunos. which is a tag i just decided to use for snap so i can keep track of all the shit im doin. tryin my best to take vids and pics for the most part. my week started on wednesday with a highku womens day event. which lemme…

Currently smoking a spliff, and listening to socialogic.  fave day of the week is Tuesday.  Also Tea Fannie tuesday just aired on CKXU, episode with my big bro K-Riz and I.  Oh and I'm making a burger in the oven right now.  got tired of stove top and I'm doing too much rn.  had a good friend ask me if i think im doing too much today, and to be fair, i can see how it looks so, but its weird to explain, its just a path I'm supposed to follow for now.  maybe there're skills i need to acquire, or maybe i need…

it's currently like 2am in YYC and I'm just trying to streamline all my social media because I know BreakOut West could be a huge opportunity for me and I wouldn't feel myself if I didn't put my best foot forward.  Listening to whatever spotify is suggesting for me after Neyo's album, I skipped through most of it, sorry boo, just wasn't feeling it at this current state of mind i suppose.  I just keep adding to the list of things i feel i need to do in order to be ready, but i also know that november and…