Tea Fannie

I wrote “juno” on my wall on Jan. 01 2023. part of my vision board for the year. i also wrote exclaim and got added to their playlist a month ago. trying my best to stay present in the moment but my mind stays in the future where i wanna be so its hard. im in the middle of #myroadtojunos. which is a tag i just decided to use for snap so i can keep track of all the shit im doin. tryin my best to take vids and pics for the most part. my week started on wednesday with a highku womens day event. which lemme…

Funny enough, I have shit to do, like important shit, but instead I decided im. pause, fuck punctuation rn too ok. anyway ya so instead i decided ima write a blog post because my instacart will be here in under an hour and i dont wanna start it and then stop to go put the food away and make some food same time. also gonna clean the few dishes i got in there. anyway issa whole ting and i dont feel like starting and stopping mmk. ok.  what do i have to do u ask? update my music resume (havent touched it since…

Currently smoking a spliff, and listening to socialogic.  fave day of the week is Tuesday.  Also Tea Fannie tuesday just aired on CKXU, episode with my big bro K-Riz and I.  Oh and I'm making a burger in the oven right now.  got tired of stove top and I'm doing too much rn.  had a good friend ask me if i think im doing too much today, and to be fair, i can see how it looks so, but its weird to explain, its just a path I'm supposed to follow for now.  maybe there're skills i need to acquire, or maybe i need…

it's currently like 2am in YYC and I'm just trying to streamline all my social media because I know BreakOut West could be a huge opportunity for me and I wouldn't feel myself if I didn't put my best foot forward.  Listening to whatever spotify is suggesting for me after Neyo's album, I skipped through most of it, sorry boo, just wasn't feeling it at this current state of mind i suppose.  I just keep adding to the list of things i feel i need to do in order to be ready, but i also know that november and…

I keep saying I need a break, but like I'm so close I can taste it. I find myself wondering lately if I made the right decision to stay in Mokhintsis and I'm still like 90% sure but it's like dammmnn maybe that clout would be nice.  And then I remember, that's all it would be, clout...for instagram, proof or evidence to show so called haters that i'm doing sumn worthwhile.  But the hunger and knowledge I have at this very moment so unmatched that I laugh alone sometimes before I cry till I knock (sleep). I…

I keep thinking of next moves, what am I doing tmrw, next week, next month?  Yet it's soft plans.  Huge follower of the universe and believe we control our own destiny as we settle into our own path and piece to the puzzle of life.  I always used to dream of being a big superstar, shook it off because, doesn't everyone???  What makes me so special that it could actually be true for me?  But then, I divorced a real asshole, while keeping mine in tact, thank you, and a day 1 pointed out to me that: A, I'm…