another blog explaining all the shit i gotta do lol. but like, i dunno how to explain it, but i feel like i'm winning the fight of a cold battle. like i'm exhausted, throat feels weird but not swollen. i was just at docs yesterday. for other shit but still. full physical. i feel well enough to push through. like i feel like by tmrw morning i will be fine. 24 hour cold maybe? or just exhaustion from the very condensed 10 or so days i had leading up to and including sled. i'm happy that team gets a week off…

ok so umm. feb 1 2025 i made a blog post titled, i am not pat clifton. because this guy WORKS. as much as i might think i work, this guy works. and its hella fckn admirable. and last wknd we got to share a stage and i am geeeeeeked. the song goes so hard. i cant wait for his album to drop to show everyone how dope hip hop is here in the city. he's also already got accolades off another group project he's been rockin wit for a min. can i remember the name rn? no. could i look it up and make this post look…

pic by @indahbynatalie

bruh how the fuck is it the 5th month and say word i haven't added a blog entry yet this year. i'm so unserious lol.  i find it interesting that when i'm working i still like random tv in the background. but it used to be old school shows ive seen but now it's shows i haven't seen before and then i be distracted af when its a good show like bad sisters cuz its mom and all her aunties and thats all i can say on that…and INVINCIBLE. im obsessed with invincible. i dont wanna finish the…

OMFG I held out for a perfect job. and I'm the fckn new yyc producer for sofar sounds!!  

i'm dreading this 2025 recap cuz i've done a lot. yay thats a good thing. but to put it all into one thing. def not doing the pic/vid recap again, i'm thinking in writing form would be easiest. we'll see if i make it. 

today i gotta get a few admin things done then i'm heading to xmas getaway…my parents house while they are out of town for the holidays haha. i build a gingerbread house and watch sound of music every year…

 I got to help plan a couple festivals, SoundOff Summit in Lethbridge and Calgary. 

curated my first show in calgary. I suppose i curated a little set in Fernie for Pride, I got to bring a few of my fave performers with me. But this show in calgary for soundoff summit was my first taste at producing and curating a show. It was for dinner with all the delegates and board members of Music Calgary and I knew I wanted it to be very me, and very entertaining. I got together a dream team and we KILLED it. mad…

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i was on the big screen this year lolol. i went to chinook theatre for a solo movie the other day and realized, holy shit, last time i walked here i was fancy on a red carpet and being celebrated. hopped out of a town car to paparazzi. WILD. so there's another first. I was on the big screen at chinook fckn mall!!! for CIFF. as part of shades by humainologie. fckn wild. 

I remember one! 

first time i saw the northern lights so intensely. laying on my back on. FROZEN LAKE in YELLOWKNIFE. and we performed in a fricking ICE CASTLE. ok that was a big one. 

Also i performed in frickin TOKYO. okok ill be back with more i forgot im sure. those are big ones lmao. 

it's been a MINUTE. i'm up early because I thought i had an interview at 815am but its actually pm LOL. but i'm hosting a jam session with kinde at 1130am anyway (pretty sure) and I've been itching to write in here for a min. what to say. I mean. I feel like I haven't been celebrating or even writing down my accomplishments. this year was a lot. i've grown. but also just really trying to close chapters in my life with my ex. it's been DRAGGGGING. and watching him straight up lie in a lawyers office was…

well, just got home, and i COULD be working, but instead i rolled a spliff and am watching netflix. fuck netflix and chill its flix and a smoke lolol. nights like this i like to watch mostly dumb shows, currently it's grace and frankie lol. im obsessed wit older ppl. i will say tho, im happy that: a. this is my 2nd blog post in a week. owwww. and b. this is my first spliff since i left at like 1pm today. currently 9:40pm. ya for u that may be like wateva, but for me thats about 5 spliffs i wouldve smoked at…

well. thanks to k the chosen, because he posted about his blog today and tagged me and it reminded me, oh shit ya i gotta blog too. and in true form, i was good on this for a minute and then it fell off again lol. and also in true form, I have shit to do, but i'm here with my thoughts sending it out to the world again. anyway. im so effin happy 2024 is done. even tho everything is usually just another day to me, for some reason, just the simple fact i dont have to write 2024 anymore, i dunno, it lifted some…