ok so umm. feb 1 2025 i made a blog post titled, i am not pat clifton. because this guy WORKS. as much as i might think i work, this guy works. and its hella fckn admirable. and last wknd we got to share a stage and i am geeeeeeked. the song goes so hard. i cant wait for his album to drop to show everyone how dope hip hop is here in the city. he's also already got accolades off another group project he's been rockin wit for a min. can i remember the name rn? no. could i look it up and make this post look more profesh. yes. but u fckn do it! its dope shit and it'll be worth it. anyway, i'm 75% into my villian era. yes i spelled that right shoutout manni lewd. song is dope. and i say villian now. been a min since i did a post. i saw it was april so i'm sure i talked about the sofar gig. well how is it going now that its june. well its rewarding in other ways but money lol. but i knew that going in, it just so happens i am now grossly busier and trying to focus on…different things…right now. can't say much haha. but we cookin. omg speakin of cooking, i knew i should'nt drop this year! everyone was like blah blah ur hot. im like ok, but i'm still booked and busy. i haven't dropped anything all year, coming off a year where i dropped more than most ppl do in their career out here. i'm chillin. yes i shrugged my shoulders when i typed that. i feel no pressure, all i feel is the need to rest. and i love that for me. i still look and feel busy af somehow but i can feel that by sept/oct things will be the smooth (ish) sailing moving forward the way we setting up the tings. owwww. plus i got a lot of random things going on without releasing music, everyone else is releasing. i hope sinzere drops soon too. i know cartel did and SMASHD at palace theatre for sled. riz is droppin, arlo is droppin, tiny is constantly droppin. ima be iight lol. my face is in an exhibition in medicine hat thanks to adrianne williams! i'm on two songs of the city collab project LYFE that's still being pushed with minimal effort from me. i'm on pat's and arlo's and riz's albums. and i got some more dope collabs in the works underwraps. i'm having fun being the biggest community cheerleader i can be rn. i love showing up for shows when i have the funds. appreciate the guest list when i don't. 

I didn't get out of bed all day sunday the last day of sled. i had plans to go see shy friend, oranje, wheelchair sports camp, hailstones. ugh it was a packed wrap up party, not to mention i had a karaoke song ready. but i just couldn't get out of bed. i kept delaying it, like ok i missed hailstones, ima go later for shy friend and oranje at least. afk?!?! tear dungeons? come on tea u can do this. then 5pm came and went and i thought. ok at least 9pm. nope. nope nope. and i fckn needed it fuck it.  i told kalyn to her face the next day that i couldnt make her show cuz i couldnt get out of bed. understandable. be vulnerable dudes, everyone goes thru shit. i guess thats why my music is so raw lol. i literally make eye contact with someone in the crowd and say. i'm not doing great. and we all laugh haha. and i just think its funny that i get gifted weed after doing my song about my addiction to weed. it will never get old. it always happens. i appreciate it every time dont get me wrong ima pothead for real lol and one day those spliffs will be the “one a day” and last me a week after the show. i just think its funny like the irony of it ya know. but please, dont stop, i love talking about it lol. its a flex lol. OMG like the bra on stage moment that was fun thanks misty. 

well im co-hosting bimbos save the world at edmonton fringe this year! wild. thats another newish space for me but also something ive just been doing unofficially. fun fact. i was thinking of ghost writing comedy before music hehe. i remember when i met tracy morgan and his day 1's and most of their wives. it was cool to sit at that table with them and just pick his brain. he said i was funny and to keep going. but then the reality kicked in that his day 1's, tho on tour with him…were on the bus to get around the city. tracy morgan! no matter what level it's going to be a struggle. like talib kweli coming here was such a big thing for everyone and all i saw was a dude who been in the game forever, still touring at bar venues just to get by. haha see what i did there, thats his song, get by. ok anyway. no shade. it's all just me reflecting and thinking like, ok the goal was household name. because i want to sign a napkin feed a village type shit. it takes a village type shit ya know. i wanna be able to fund my community and the ultimate way to do that is by making my name mean something to the rich ppl dem. soudns wild and maybe dumb i kno but hear me out. mix this with the shoot for the stars land on themoon type shit. im shooting for household name, i know its a fat chance i get it, but i will still land somewhere in a better position to my goal, fund my community. and what if i actually do make household name. psshhh. that be super cool wouldn't it. 

speakin of household name, homie sent me the tierra whack open verse challenge. not sure why im wastin time on this blog when i should be doing that lol. i said i was gonna do it last night, then passed out lol. completely spaced on it till just now. ok well byeeeee ima go work on this lil verse ting. shit i need weed 

lolol wait i just realized i didnt even talk about the past 2 weeks which is why i came on here. lol fuck it. next time. maybe i'll be back later today